Post Date December, 03 2023
The tip of the tongue is slightly sweet, mixed with the bitter taste of tobacco. His tongue, before finding a proper place to live, kept moving between my lips. Before each kiss, he would choose a fruit drink with mild taste, such as lime or ice pear, and then grab a cigarette from the cigarette box and put it out. Chinese. I snuggled in his arms and looked up. The misty smoke dispersed layer by layer and lost my eyes. I gently climbed onto his body and sighed that this was the last time I touched it. How can it be? No. There will be opportunities in the future. I smiled with relief, but I could not read any chance from his deep eyes. Having sex? I like to knock the full stop quickly after typing these two words. Making love with him is a slow and orderly process. He is not fierce, but I can feel dizzy for him. Shooting, he felt relieved. I transferred the fluid in his body to my body. Your taste is different every time. Today's two times are different. He looked surprised. Nobody said that. He continued to wonder and nodded. Only I can taste the difference, huh. He was puzzled and then smiled easily. He always treats me like a child.
But he never called me vaguely, just like Luo Meng called me a cute little thing or a dear little guy. He didn't even call my name, and I didn't call him. Perhaps it is unnecessary to take out a title. After all, we don't need to distinguish each other from other people when we are together. No third person ever appears in the occasions I share with him. I was naked and showed my immature body in front of his camera. Imitate all kinds of postures, lingering in the bed. For a moment, I felt as if I had grown up and was a woman worthy of the name. I sat in the car, holding the 40 yuan taxi fare he gave me in my hand, and suddenly realized strongly that I was about to lose something very important. Maybe I would lose it forever. Even if I did not lose it, it would be a memory that would be sealed in my heart and could never be retrieved. He's leaving, really. Push again and again, and you will leave after all. I can't go to see you off, I can only think about it silently. Although we are far away, the most important position in our hearts will remain for him. Whose first time will not be easily forgotten. Even if we have a distance, let him go farther. When the distance is generated, beauty is not far away. In the DV that was accidentally erased last time, I told the camera that I would cherish my body and not let other men touch me easily. Sex is not with anyone. There are so many people who are ambiguous with me. So far, only two can really enter my body. I will not increase this number for no reason. It is meaningless to show off.
(Intern editor: Cai Junyi)
