One of the four joys of life is the bridal chamber candlelight night. I have also fantasized about such a wonderful night many times, but
Last year, I met Chen Fang, who is my friend's best friend in law. At first glance, her innocent appearance and frank personality instantly killed me.
I believe in love at first sight, in fate, especially in eye contact. At that moment, I firmly believed that she must become my wife and secretly vowed to pursue her.
After introducing each other, we became acquainted. We had a great conversation that day, and she showed a considerable liking for me. Shortly after, under the matchmaking between our buddies, we quickly had our first date. She told me candidly that she had just experienced a breakup and had not yet come out of the shadows. I encourage her that everything will be okay, and time will heal her wounds.
After multiple interactions, I realized that I really fell in love with her and it was hopeless. But I can't specifically say what I love her for, perhaps this is the so-called love. Love is ignorant, love is confused.
Chen Fang has always been outspoken in front of me. I really appreciate a heartless girl like her. I have always believed that women are better off with simplicity. I extremely dislike girls who play tricks in front of me. I think that was deliberately challenging my emotional intelligence and bottom line.
When we had a certain emotional foundation, Qian took the initiative to reveal her "past". She said that her ex boyfriend mercilessly abandoned her without any reason, and with just one "inappropriate" sentence, she flatly denied the entire two-year relationship between the two. At that time, she said she wished she could kill the heartless man.
Even she openly said that her ex boyfriend not only took her first night, but also captured my heart. She cursed men for having a dog like face and refused to admit it, shameless and shameless.
She asked me if I could accept her past psychologically? Although I clicked a little at the time, I still gave her support with great kindness. I think everyone has a past, and the past naturally becomes the past. Why waste money and trouble again? I have a past, haven't I? She bravely spoke it out, while I deliberately hid it. Is there anything wrong with what she said? Does it mean I'm very clever without saying it? It's better to be sincere in life.
I am very happy to be with Qian. I also gradually gained a deeper understanding of her. She is actually a very conservative, traditional, and well behaved girl. She never smokes, never drinks, never goes to nightclubs, and her material desires are quite easy to satisfy. I am becoming more and more fond of her. We have been together for a long time, and she doesn't allow me to touch her lower body.
After careful consideration and decision, with the consent of Qian and her family. After falling in love for six months, we finally got married last week. On a scorching summer day, I symbolize that our love will be extremely hot. On the night of my wedding, she poured a basin of cold water on my head, which made me extremely unhappy.
In the wedding room and on the wedding bed, after Qian and I had our first sexual encounter, she burst into tears. How many times has she thought about such a night? But every time the protagonist is an ex boyfriend. He was her first man, and she truly loved him, but when he mercilessly dumped her, she didn't even have a reason to give up. She said her ex boyfriend knew she got married today. Do you also miss her?
I'm dizzy! I'm really dizzy! It's really disappointing. Although I am magnanimous and very fond of her frankness, can I be so open-minded? Has she considered my feelings and emotions? She's quick to spit it out, but how can she heal the harm she caused me!
(Intern Editor: Lai Jiaxing)