My boyfriend took a young lady as a demonstration and asked me to practice bed martial arts

My boyfriend and I cohabited after two months of dating, and he has more experience in everything he does than I do, even in sexual life.

"I remember the first time I was with him, I was embarrassed. I lay there without moving. After finishing, he said, 'Why are you so shy? We're all like this, you need to let go, so we can both feel comfortable. Maybe you'll just get used to it in the future, after all, this is our first time.'"

Later, when I was still like that, he asked me, "Don't you feel like you're with me?" I said, "No, I don't. I don't know what to do."

"I never expected that one day he would bring back a girl who was not very beautiful, but dressed very seductively. I asked him what he wanted to do."?

"He said, 'I spent 200 yuan to get it.' I couldn't believe my ears and asked again, 'What did you say? What do you mean by that?'"

"He even said with a straight face, 'This is for our future lives. The relationship between the two people is not deep, and sexual life is very important. I have to eat for you. I want you to learn from others. It depends on how they cooperate.'"

At that time, my brain was about to explode, as if there were countless bees flying in my brain. I was going crazy

"He could think of it all, and I had to admire his ideas. I didn't know what to do at the time, and before I could react, he and the girl had already taken off their clothes. I could see that he was about to come true, so I yelled and asked them to put on their clothes and get out of me. I couldn't face this situation,", He also shouted at me, "I spent money to find this, and the money won't come back." I didn't want anything at the time and wanted to leave this dirty place quickly. I cried and cried bitterly, and I ran out crying,

I didn't know where to go after I came out? Yeah, where should I go? I don't want to go back there anymore?

"In this way, I broke up with him, and I haven't seen him since then. I heard from my friends that he looked for me like he was crazy. I don't want to see him again. I can't accept his thoughts, not just me. I don't think that girl can accept them, can I?"?

(Intern Editor: Cai Junyi)