Under the pressure of my parents, I told Shiyu on QQ that we should not come back to the past in the future. She remained silent for a long time and then sent a message saying, "So let's schedule a place to see each other for the last time?" This request made it difficult for me to refuse. Let's see each other!
Because we were afraid of encountering acquaintances, we made a special appointment to meet in a small box in a teahouse. After ordering some snacks and fruits, Shiyu suggested drinking. I am strictly controlled by my parents at home, and adults never let me drink. So Shi Yu's suggestion made me eager to give it a try and quickly called the waiter to bring a few bottles of beer.
In this way, the two of us drank one cup at a time, and I indulged in drinking until we were drunk and unconscious. I don't know how long it took me to wake up and find Shiyu lying next to me. We were squeezed together on the sofa in the private room, her hand resting on my arm. Moreover, my jeans are still zippered open... Oh my god! I jumped up in panic, and then Shiyu woke up. She was also shocked at the time. We can no longer remember the situation when we were drunk, but our disheveled appearance seems to indicate everything
We dared not linger and hurriedly left the 'crime scene' without saying anything more. After returning, I have never had the courage to go online again. The events that happened that night haunted my childish soul like ghosts. Although I usually enjoy playing a bit, I am still an obedient and good student. But now I feel that I have made an unforgivable mistake, sorry for Shiyu and sorry for my teacher and parents. Immersed in such remorse and self blame, it makes me listless and unhappy every day.
Finally, I told a sister online about this matter. She was initially shocked and blamed me for not being so reckless. But after listening to my detailed description of "what happened," she suddenly chuckled and said, "There is nothing wrong with the world, nobody bothers." I didn't understand what she meant and quickly asked, "Why?" She said, "You and Shiyu are both first-time experiences, aren't you?" I said, "Yes.", Most people find it difficult to get drunk for the first time. How dare you teach yourself when you're drunk? "" My pants were zippered open at the time, "I said quickly. This doesn't mean anything. It's very likely that you forgot to close the door when using the restroom or slipped open when sleeping, "she analyzed.
At that moment, I breathed a sigh of relief. Since then, Shiyu and I have no further contact, and we coincidentally disappear from each other's friend list. Just that confused 'first night' will always be engraved in my heart.
(Intern Editor: Cai Junyi)