My boyfriend is four years older than me. A week ago, his friend took me and him to a place far away from home. He punished me impulsively and spent a night. Maybe it all came too soon.
At first, we got along well and fell in love. By the middle of the first month, his girlfriend, who had just broken up at the end of September, cried to get back together with him. I know he loves his former girlfriend very much, but for some reason they can't be together again, and he also continues to associate with me.
Once I didn't know why I lost my temper. He thought I was terrible, said I was fierce, said I was afraid of me, and wanted to break up with me. I was surprised. I cried with him all night. How could I break up because of these things.
In the end, we didn't have a share. In the second month, we often went to Guangzhou to play. He didn't like wearing a condom during the night. Only because he said at that time: "Marry as soon as you have, anyway, sooner or later."
However, the problem appeared. Two weeks ago, I was pregnant. I told him that he was also a little happy, but it was not all his decision to consult with his family. His family said it was too late. One excuse after another was to let me have a baby.
He listened to his family very much, and they also told him that he must marry me, but it is too urgent to have children now. Our parents have also met. His father said that these things should be solved by us. He told me before returning home that he would not do anything to hurt me.
When he came home to talk with his family, he suddenly had another excuse. Before we got pregnant, we drank a lot of wine, so we told me not to have a baby because we were afraid of deforming the baby.
I'm also angry. Well, you don't want to have children. Please give me an explanation. Let's go to register, but he said his mother said that he can't register this year, which is bad for his destiny.
All these are excuses. You can't register. You don't want this child. What do you want? If you don't like me then break up with me, and my future will be ruined in your hands!
My family must ask me to keep this child. I really have no choice. What can I do? I'm too failed.
(Intern editor: Lai Jiaxing)